Mom, I hope u can sleep a little bit because I can’t..
My glass was empty and I was thirsty so I went downstairs out of my bed…
Now I’m sitting in my kitchen and a lot of thoughts are buisy in my head..
Last time I saw you, you had a shining twinkle in your eyes that made me smile..
It took away the worries and the hurt for a little while..
When I was a little kid you were my mom.. so helpfull and most of all so strong..
I never thought that our life could go so wrong…
The last years ain’t easy..sometimes it’s making me sad..
I see you miss your best friend, your husband.. and I also miss mine, my dad..
I’ve learned a lot from you and I still do every single day with the kids of my own..
Maybe u can’t see it now but.. I’ve really grown..
Now I’m a Mother too and also I’ve found love and sometimes it’s make me scared..
Being a grown up is something that happend.. I wasn’t prepared..
The things that made me happy what I remember I’ll take them with me with my boys..
They have to do, like I once had from you… after playing clean up the toys..
After school you were there… waiting with a huge mug of tea…
Now I’m here for them.. and they make fun out of me…
I understand the worries you’ve had with me… I have the same now with these little one’s
Higschool exams ,drinking, driving cars and later going out till late at night..
And we both are thinking: Are they gonna be allright..??!!
It’s so funny to see that we look like mothers the same..
Being a Mom.. it’s my favourite but hardest kind of game..
One day we have to say goodbye but we’ll never fall apart,
Cause you and Dad… are always in my heart..!!
Huge kissss Anne-etc
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